thebipolarhighroller:

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This is mainly for you katiehopes.

askhalloweenprincess:

bastionlordofundead:

askfionnatheadventurer:

clownchica:

windyfuckass:

[[ I WILL DO THIS. BRB ASKING. ]]

:oO

((ohohohohohohhoo PROM. this sounds cool.))

this sounds pretty cute -probably not gonna get any asks and probably not gonna ask anyone do to shyness, also/ probably not gonna be here- ))

what the…how does this even work! WHAT? -hides- ))

((This sounds sweet. Pff.))

asktheartsyprincess:

askpumpkinpatchprince:

ruethevampire:

ask-christmas-princess:

ask-vampire-prince-gumball:

delicioustrap:

echosoftheirstory:

mother of fuck i really want more mac and cheee am i talking too much bout mac and cheees hting eveinging maybe i shoul stip i bet i am annoying people fuck iw anna make out w/ somone oh god why od i work in the morning wow goliath has a realy nice book  cover except not rly cause id ont’rea lyl like the models they picked for it uh i am not really thinking abything now so im thinking about the fact that i’m not thiknkingabout anyhtnigs now i am thinking about quarters becase there are three of them next to my computer i pandas.

how can I not pause at any point to think this is like the weirdest thing ever what am I even saying omg this is fun I am thinking about how awesome it would be to have a big jar of dirt right now srsly guise you know what I saw today that Madoka Abridged Series it was awesome like WOW and funny and what the hell I want more KyouSaya in my life I kinda really need it and that rp is so fluffy and FUCK AM I HIGH OR SOME SHIT

I’m not stopping to think just keep going just keep racing just keep swimming i have a paper due tomorrow and oh my heart hurts i really want this diet to work but i doubt it will. why would it. i’ll give in and cave my procrastination is really sad omg i just went to the bathroom and the light is so bright in there I couldn’t help but pick my face. now i have two giants welts on my cheek even though i have to library soon my roommate is watching a show about puppies arg aha=dfkajdsf why am I on tumblr? 

I feel so annoying all the time. I don’t even know. I feel bad because I’m always askign people to RP with me, but I never start stuff because I’m too shy to talk to anyone. Everyone here is so amazing and intimidating and I’m just liguhdfghdfgl I dunno. I feel that since I can’t draw, I don’t really fit in, and no one will ever wanna RP with me or somethng like that. I miss RPing with.. idk how to put it. i like it when my characters are in relationships, and its been over a year since any of my ocs have been in any, and yeah. I just miss being mushy with people. Even over all of this though, I still love you guys way more than I love my followers on my main, because last night when I was on the verge of doing something drastic you guys were the only ones who actually talked to me and stuff. In non AT news I sort of know what I wanna do with my life. yay.

 Most of the time I feel like I’m nothing. Like I complain about nothing. And that I’ll never amount to anything. I hate the fact I’ve never dated anybody yet and I’m already 16 years old. I’d like to know what it’s like before I turn into a 50 year old dog lady. I’m not fond of cats. I just want somebody to hug me really tight and tell me how much they like me. I’m an attention whore and I hate it. I hate me. I’m not happy with me. My grades suck and I’m dissapointing my parents and it hurts. I’m moving AGAIN and I’m tired of it. I know it’s part of my father’s job, but I need a break. I need to stay put for a while and actually get to know people. I’m tired of losing friends because of moving. I just want to sit outside for hours and stare at the stars and think about everything and cry for hours not feeling anything. I want to feel beautiful and I just want to be happy with me for once.

Well…im not entirely sure what to say, seeing as how i don’t think a lot. So i’ll start by saying what i think about most when i DO think. I think about my gf, Cait, the most. I think about how much i love her, how talented she is. I think about how beautiful she is. All that good stuff. She’s pretty, she can sing, she can draw, she’s good with computers, she’s better at working with clay than i am. Honestly i think she’s better than me, and im increadably lucky to be with her. 

The next thing i wanna talk about is Rue (who im reblogging this from) You are so pretty rue. You put yourself down to much. I know i do the same. I know it makes me a hypocryte, or however the fuck it’s spelled. But your underestimateing your self. Just like everyone in the chat who says things like that. I know it sucks that your moving. I can’t really help you there, except to say i’m always on the interwebz. So yeah. Stop being negitive about yourself cuz your totes awesome.    =P))

 ((oh my gosh i’m just almost crying from everything people i know on here are saying on this so i just want to let all the people know the truth that i think about them.

you are all so freaking awesome and beautiful that i just can’t even come to think of how i would compare to you all. i just love how all of you RP and how it makes me feel so good to come on here and talk to all of you like i’ve known you my whole life. i guess it’s like that for me because i just moved into a new school in a new district because of a fight with my family in my hometown, which i’ve lived in for my whole life. i don’t have that many friends in this new town and those that i do hang out with just remind me of how much i miss my friends from my old town and how much i wish i could rewind and prevevnt the problem from so long ago that caused this. but if i did that i wouldn’t have met any of you or learned as much as i have or become so much more mature. i really love you all. i don’t alwasy feel very self confident or ashamed of how i look or act. i think sometimes i can be the most annoying person on the planet but i think so many things in a day that i can’t even imagine why i’m not insane yet. i bother myself with what i don’t know, like religions, how everything is so perfect biologically in life and stupid stuff like that that i have no bisuness in worrying myself with. i don’t really know what elset to write but hey, i’ve written so much already.

last thing, though, and i am being so serious. if anyone has any problems with anything they can/should/NEED TO talk to me because i……i don’t want anyone suffering when i could have helped with a problem they’ve had.))

I am going to start with the bad and hopefully go on to the good. I have always felt so unnacomplished in life, so worthless and stupid and annoying. I feel like I have no skills, no true feelings, and that everything about me is wrong. I can’t last in a relationship, at least so far, and I get so sad when I hear people saying that they aren’t worth anything because they haven’t been in one. Truthfully, they aren’t that great. I may just be saying this because I have no sex drive (not lying here. I get freaked out over anything more than a kiss), and that’s probably why my relationships haven’t worked. No one else pressured me until my last relationship. She wouldn’t stop cornering me and guilting me and not listening to a goddamn thing I would say. I ended it because I was getting closer and closer to being someone I hated, someone who wouldn’t forgive. I couldn’t deal with the emotional and mental abuse and I just want a relationship where I can talk to someone and I don’t have to be pressured into anything I don’t want to do. I regret giving some people up, but I will wait for my Prince or Princess Charming. I am a sap like that.

Now for the good? I don’t really know what I just said up there. Something about having no talents compared to my friends? And then crap about my shitty love life? Ahaha, okay. Good.

I adore my friends. I would be dead without them, and that is the absolute truth. I have tried before. But I am better now, despite clinical depression and anxiety problems. I can deal with things because I know that, even if it is just the people I’ve met online, people care. I have people who love me and I love them and I would do anything to make people happy, and that’s probably one of my flaws. But I mean it. I adore and love and care for all of you. You’ve saved me countless times, even if it is just a simple text in the middle of the day, because it reminds me that I am not alone. And I would do the same for you. If you ever need to talk, I am here. I won’t judge you for anything. Ever.

Five minutes are up. All done.))

(Source: the-world-is-an-ugly-place)